Aloha Spitsbergen!!!: 6th April 2016

easter cake with the names of 9 survivors

Hey! Many things had happened. My birthday, Easter, some quite interesting work on the glacier, the dogs are growing up very fast, and so on and so on. New people has arrived to the Station, this for sure was a shock. But anyway, I was a bit not in the mood of writing. I have written just a little bit of my book, that maybe one way I will finish, but I do not know when...

For me the spring is definitively much more complicated then the winter. The winter at least was quiet and now in my opinion is much more nervous. For sure I started to be lost, I do not know where to live and work in the future. Later, the transport of the dogs seems to be very difficult and expensive. The most complicated are the vaccines and the quarantine time. Maybe the dogs have to stay at Svalbard longer then our expedition and later we have to transport them somehow..

Not easy. Today they went in the cages to Longyearbyen to see the vet.

The best option for me would be to stay in Longyearbyen but I would need to have work there and since I do not know about the future a lot.. I cannot organise myself. Everything complicated...

Moreover what I have observed that the lives of sons of the ... (I don't want to say bad words here, but sometimes is the best way to describe someone.. ) are just easier and it is difficult for me to digest it.

Other things I just do not understand and have to deal with them.

I wish I could have a nice boyfriend and could construct something, some life projects with him. But I seem to be much more further from this that in the past.

Anyway, I am ok, but puzzled and I had to confront the things I don't want to confront.

I am sorry for long blablabla, but some people were worried about me and I needed to write that I am alive and ok:)

I want to end this post with some positive accent so I put some of my culinary projects:)